Well, the heat has been driving me completely insane. Add exams onto that, a job, modeling school, hundereds of unfinished manuscripts and being completely love sick, I'd say I'm in for a helluva summer. But, I'm going to prove no matter what that I can handle anything that comes my way. Oh! I am also going to be taking Driver's Ed, so I'd advise everyone to stay off the road as much as they can. So, I just finished up my loverly history paper and I worked like crazy on it. I've only done that much reasearch one other time in my life and I think it was for a child abuse paper (which I might add, I got an A+ on) Gods, now I sound like some little kid. Well, I'm not. I'm just sick of people attacking my work because they are skeptical, hypocritical....I can't finish that sentence because I believe it might be inappropriate for blogger. Oh, goody-goody gumdrops. The forsaken computer won't let me see my blog page so I can't remember the song I put up on my last entry. Frick! Okay, hold on....

YAY! I also figured out how to get to any blocked page on the school computer. Ask me how. It's all thanks to a far away friend.

Home
Beauty and the Beast Broadway

Yes, I made the choice
For papa I'll have to stay
But I don't deserve to lose my freedom in this way
You monster!
If you think that what you've done is right
Well then....your a fool
Think again
Is this home?
Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Never dreamed That a home could be
Dark and cold I was told
Every day in my childhood
Even as we grow old
Home should be where the heart is
Never were words so true
My hearts far, far awayHome is to.
Is this home?
Is this what I must learn to believe in?
Try to find something good
In this tragic place
Just in caseI should stay here forever
Held in this empty space
Oh but that won't be easy I know the reason why
My hearts far, far away
Homes a lie
What I'd give
To return
To the life that I knew lately
And to think I complained of that dull,
and provincial town...Is this home?
Am I here for a day or forever?
Shut away from the home until
Who knows when
Oh but then
If my life has been altered once it can change again
Build higher walls around me
Change every lock and key
Nothing lasts nothing holds all of me
My hearts far, far away
Home, and free.